When you first started to walk to the mountains, you did not know how to hike. During your first steps, you thought you were not going to make it halfway up. After you reached the first landscape view point, you felt proud of how far you were able to get. Step after step, little by little, your feet were blessed to allow you to walk your path. Rain pours from the highest clouds, sun rays brighten the day after the storm. The moon light may disappear for a while, but its presence is always there.
You have never been alone, you will never be by your own, you should never fear.
You were broken for so long, you thought you will never make it. Walking out of breath, hiking and climbing up, a mountain you have thought to be too rough. Often wondering if you should stop and go back to your comfort zone, or if keep on going will be worthy in the end. Stripping old ways as if they were a piece of cloth, letting all things go. Learning about survival first hand, understanding why you should never be afraid.
You may feel exhausted, you may think the process is too slow, but you are doing the right thing.
Memories of your past may have tormented you at some point, but those helped you overcome. Present time may feel strange, is your moment to start living true to yourself. Trust how bright the future will be, and know in your heart how worthy it will be to see the landscape from the top of the mountain you decided to explore.